Trasta Sanyasi and Saswatanand

The Sanyasi yogi Saswatanand is sitting in his chamber. Many devotees have gathered there with their desires they want blessing of yogi Sanyasi. The devotees are satisfied by seeing him, not only fulfills the desire of his devotees but also, gives mental peace, serenity to his devotees, somehow he finds out a solution of their problems. Sadhu Baba used to say his devotees the common consolation that ‘it might have happened something more bad, but not happened you should be thankful to god that not so bad happened ,people used to suffer for their own desires which they aspire always, in accordance with their human nature they get desires and necessary ways to fulfill them. Now Trasta has become a regular devotee of Saswatanand, Trasta’s desire is to be blessed with a child...

Sadhubaba used to give different varieties of Prasad like flowers, fruits, red thread, vermillion, bibhuti and holy water cleaning the idols of various gods. Trasta observed many type of fasting, rituals of gods but, god has not blessed her with any child, she could not be a mother. Trasta’s husband Parajaya has no faith in the philosophy of god. He never believes in god and his blessing ,though he stays very unhappy with his own fate but, he is a very practical man, he believes in more practical side of life than philosophical and abstract part of life, as he is a ‘A-class’ contractor so he often visits various state ministers like, home minister, state development minister and chief minister also and as he earns high salary, he used to stay outside most of the time even, out of city for some days as a very busy man. Every day he returns home late night

Swammy Saswatananda is a great devotee of lord Siva and devil Kali. He is a yogi sanyasi and he used to teach ‘Astanga yoga asana, prannayam’ to his disciples and devotees. Devotees have deep unfathomable faith in yogi Baba; he can solve all worries, problems of his devotees easily. Devotees get mental peace, serenity having the visit of Swammy Saswatananda. Swammyji also teaches yoga education to v.i.p. [very important persons] He teaches the senior hierarchy, the secret lesion of controlling their blood pressure through meditation. His only aim is to fill the hearts of the devotees with ‘spiritual bliss’ or ‘eternal pleasure’. So that devotees will never desire for any other thing.

Parajaya’s wife Trasta has become his great devotee. She has deep faith in Swammyji that, he will definitely solve her problem through mantra and tantra observing various puja and rituals. Parajaya is a class one contractor. He has acquired reputation in Orissa due to his work experience, efficiency and good public relation in the state. State Chief Minister, urban development minister, finance minister, and home minister all like his work .So he used to get big contract of state development work like bridge construction work, road construction work etc..

Now Trasta started performing the difficult puja, penance of ‘Lord Siva’, Lingam puja. She followed difficult rituals of Lord Siva. She had his Prasad only. She was on fasting without taking water and food. Still then Lord Siva was not pleased with her not blessing her with a child. She had given up her hopes. Her husband Parajaya also had given up all hopes and faith from god. God has given money wealth, prosperity, fortune everything but, no child .He feels, he is the most unlucky person of this world having all, he has nothing. Parajaya feels very insecure inside. He used to stay in a state of loneliness and depression. He was drug addicted developing other bad habits so easily by hiding his inability, weakness and started defending himself also. He used to return home late night every day.

Trasta outburst in rage when, she came to know the truth that, Parajaya is in love with ‘Lalsa Sengupta’ a business partner of his business. Her husband was a client of Parajaya. Trasta started screaming in fear after discovering the truth. She felt as if her power, control over Parajaya has gone. She is just a nominee not an inheritance of her husband’s property also, any time Parajaya can change his will or consignment, then what can she do? Once there was a time when, ‘Trasta’ seemed to be the most beautiful, attractive, and loving lady. Parajaya used to adore her classic beauty every day. He loves her white complexion, long hair and her slim figure, now Trasta feels herself to be the ugliest woman of this world. God has given her a cruel curse, not giving her motherhood.

Trasta ran to swammyji for the immediate solution of this problem how she can rescue her husband from the devil like woman’s hands. Both are same, the impact of wizard’s devil power and the attraction of magical beauty of an evil woman, both try to influence men easily hypnotizing them through their magical power. Swammyji was also very worried listening such type of her husband’s love story. He advised ‘Trasta’ to follow the difficult ‘Tantrik puja’ following the correct rituals, the magical power of a lover woman who has devil selfish intention behind her love to achieve property of her lover ‘Parajaya’, so through ‘tantrik’ puja this devil, wizardly effect can be diminished.

Swammy Swaswatananda took ‘Trasta’ to a ‘Tantrik’. He advised Trasta to follow certain rituals. He made big, big circles, keeping green, red chilies, lemon in each circle. One person can sit in one circle. The room was filled with smoke as sadhubaba lighted the lamp with sesame oil, scented agarbatti and karfur, tantrikbaba chanted Chandi stotram or hymns hundred times at last, gave red tube rose flowers and red thread band to Trasta.

Trasta had concealed the red thread band under the mattress of Parajaya and she observed Parajaya has started changing his mind. Swammyji’s gifted band had already started effecting as a boon on Parajaya. He started believing in god, he got back his previous faith and confidence .He became optimist that, one day Trasta will be blessed with a child. One month passed smoothly, everything was okay ,Trasta got back her confidence that Parajaya would definitely forget that woman ‘Lalsa’ after one month, when Trasta was eagerly waiting for the change, there something reverse or negative happened, once again Parajaya started behaving abnormally as he behaved previously. He threw the idols of gods smashed them into pieces as Trasta could not understand that how soon the ‘tantrik effect has lost its effect that means the devil power is hundred times more than tantrik’s devi power.

Trasta felt very lonely staying alone at home. Parajaya had left for Delhi to attend a conference, an official tour, he said, he would return within two days, Trasta’s house is very big house, she has decorated her house with lot of fancy, beautiful, decorative things like glass, ceramic and stone work. She liked elegant statues but, now she herself has become a statue just observing the statues of her own house, listens to her favorite song playing the music player. Parajaya had promised her of returning very soon from his tour. Now five days have passed away but there is no message from Parajaya. Sometimes ‘Trasta’ gets angry with her servant maid’s children. They are staying with her in servant house, children used to play in her garden hide and seek game.

She shouted at them. Hey-‘Why are you making noise here? You are disturbing me destroying the plants, plucking the flowers of my garden without my permission. I will break your hands if you pluck the flowers from my garden.’ Now, her maid also started fighting with her ‘madam listen, we do not want to stay in your house any more ,you are scolding and getting angry with my children, no,no,we can live peacefully outside, paying house rent paying more money ,we do not want to serve your house ,we cannot look after your house and garden both.’ then again the maid whisper to her husband ‘oh very sad, our mistress is getting angry because, she is not having any child. God has punished the poor lady that is why she gets anger frequently. after sometimes she will forget everything.’

Trasta was extremely angry when she discovered the truth that ‘Lalsa sengupta’ has gone for official tour with Parajaya getting this news, Trasta went straight to her parent’s house she did not want to look after Parajaya’s house any more. After two days Parajaya returned from his tour, he was extremely surprised knowing the anger of Trasta from her parents. He went to his in laws house to bring her back, but Trasta was stubborn she insisted her parents that, she will not return back to her husband house.

Trasta’s parents advised to Parajaya. They said, ‘Parajaya, you do not worry she will be all right after some days as she has been suspicious like other women, after some days, she will overcome her suspicion ,let her be here for some days.’ Parajaya also realized the seriousness of her suspicion. He agreed to his in-laws. Once again ‘Trasta’ started going to Swammyji’s ashram to learn yoga and meditation. She also opened her own computer business taking order printing cards, design, files etc. Trasta regularly visits swammyji, she requested him ‘Guruji please teach me meditation, when shall I be able to awake my kundalini, the fire of serpent will awake, I will get the magical and divine power of goddess, so that Parajaya will come under my control, even I want to give up all worldly desire and experience the presence of god or soul in my human body. I want to mingle with that supreme power or god. Please help me’.

Guru said, ‘yes, definitely, obviously you will achieve to that spiritual power. You can realize the existence of god in your mortal body, but for all these things you need to do penance and regular practice of yoga and meditation. Then only slowly, slowly your fire of serpent will awake. It awakes, moves through different chakras of the human body, at last you can meditate in between two eyebrows on a spot of your fore head, through meditation your soul can contact to his supreme soul. Have patience and wait until that time comes, you do practice of yoga regularly, then I will teach you the final stage of meditation when you can realize all things, your desires must be fulfilled by god, you must not lose your faith from god in critical time also ,he will examine you’. So many days passed like this ‘Trasta’ was learning yoga, meditation patiently from swammyji without any break or interruption. She learnt all asana, kriyas, and meditation one by one, at last the final stage of meditation reached, when Trasta has to learn meditation completely.

Swammy Swastananda took Trasta inside a calm silent room where nobody was there, there, he advised Trasta to learn final stage of prannayam or meditation. Silence only pervades there, with numerous photos of various gods remain there. He said, ‘Rasta, Look at the statue of lord Jagannath ,look at his round eyes ,and concentrate deeply in his black pupils. Those are rotating round and round ,fix up your mind on a black dot meditating in between two eye brows a deep meditation’. Trasta followed the instruction of guruji.

Trasta took a deep breath kept her breath inside for sometimes then she excelled her breath like this she repeated this procedure for several times. Slowly, slowly, Trasta felt as if her concentration is mingling with a dot, the dot carries her concentration to a big dot or a big circle, as if the big circle was entering inside the blue sky along with her whole existence and consciousness. Trasta was mingling with a big source of energy, she felt thousands of electrical currents were passing through her body; she surrendered herself to a big power mingling with someone forgetting her own existence. The soft touch of swammyji’s hands is caressing her body. She could feel the warmth of swammyji’s body...Swammyji kissed passionately Trasta’s lips, suddenly Trasta woke up from her meditation, and she had embraced swammyji tightly in her arms. She could behold the vital energy, weight, power of swammyji’s sexual lust, desire rotating inside her body, inserting his sexual urge, burning within the fire of spiritual love, in an ecstasy both embraced each other tightly, secreting their sensual feelings, kissing, caressing each other body, they loved the way they liked, trasta was not scared rather she was over confident, she regained her lost confidence. she felt it as a sense of duty to satisfy the desire or sexual lust of the guruji as her duty, she embraced him tightly, swamiji was feeling the same, he reciprocated the way trasta needed his help, in fulfilling the secret desire of sex with swammyji, she wanted to be freed from all her anger or revenge from her husband but to satisfy a burning sexual desire and passion by the hard strokes of the swammyji, he wanted to mingle with his ricky power, vital energy, she wanted to be sexually satisfied by the guruji who burnt fire of yoga, burning passion, the serpent of yoga coil ,the spiritual, animal power under full control, the yoga awakened in her body, it was the correct time to be released now all her worries, frustration and anxieties Swammyji clasped her tightly, silence lingered for sometimes, then both came back to their consciousness.

Trasta thought whether her coil of serpent awoke, now she can realize the existence of spiritual power, the presence of supreme god.

Trasta came back to her consciousness, her consciousness merged with swammyji’s sub consciousness. Swammyji with his trembling hands clasped ‘Trasta’ tightly once again. He gave a passionate kiss on Trasta’s rosy lips; they both looked much cooled after coming over the purgatorial pyre or the burning fire of their sexual desire. Both looked happy but did the hypocrisy of feeling of guiltiness why? Why are they ashamed? Trasta said,’ ‘Guruji I am your culprit and must be punished for my conduct. Please excuse me. I only spoiled your life long penance becoming a fire of your sexual urge. As I myself was burning in the fire of jealousy and took revenge on Parajaya being dishonest, losing my piousness. Parajaya betrayed me being dishonest, unfaithful to me. How long would I remain truthful faithful to him?’

Swammyji too did the acting of hypocrisy. He said, ‘Trasta, please excuse me, I only motivated you to go for prannayam, a deep meditation, I satisfied my selfish desire, sexual urge, using your womanly piousness, I lost control over me, my lifelong penance went in vain in to the sensual fire turning in to ashes, I am responsible for both destruction, I am ashamed of my conduct, God will never forgive me for my conduct.’

Trasta wore her sari properly, Swammyji hesitated to send her home alone so late night, as she is a married woman, both were conscious of their duty, social status, obligation for family and society. They came out from their frustration, revenge and weakness so; they became crazy needing each other for their selfish desires violating all social rules and regulations. Swammyji left ‘Trasta’ in her mother’s house. Swammyji Saswatananda cannot change his ideology and idealism which he sets for the society. His only aim is to give spiritual pleasure, peace to his devotees. He must fill the hearts of his devotees with divine pleasure by his godly miraculous power. Trasta and Parajaya used to visit saswatananda’s ashram. They both give donation frequently to swammyji’s yoga trust. Trasta also opened a computer institute carrying her own business. Now both husband and wife are spending happy married life.