A heavy flow

Dear diary...

Today is 25 March 2020. 

Today was the first day of newly announced Lockdown. I was already planning to do something...to pass time.

 It was an interesting but hectic day. I had experienced so much today...i don't even know I want to experience it again or not.

I woke up at 6 in the morning. You know what, I woke up myself, I don't know how and why...but eventually I did.

As we have our provision store within our house, my morning duty gets started as soon as I got freshen up.

You know, because of the curfew, we had so many customers. I and mom couldn't even get a cup of morning tea.

One more thing, she was just about to prepare the dough....but we didn't get the time for about one and a half hour...and we got so late for our breakfast only.

After about one hour, the police came and asked us to close the shop. Initially, I got scared and then we closed the shop. 

For the timing, I felt relaxed...as we can have some rest. But, soon the doorbell rang and customers started coming from the main gate. 

After that, everyone slept, except me... I was usual...short films.

Then I took a bath. I insisted mom for playing Ludo with me. It was a lot of fun.

Playing ludo can't be the only thing to pass time...so I tried something new...Mehndi. I applied heavy Heena on my left hand. It looks damn beautiful. You know, I almost gave 3 hours for it.

In the evening... I had a little fight with

Mom...because I wasn't in the mood of doing anything and I was already upset with WhatsApp, Instagram. Even my friends were upset with me for not talking to them properly.

The day went into some unknown dark phase...

The last thing properly to happen was periods pain, heavy bleeding, mood swings, and fight with everyone including Arjun... 

You know, he was actually ignoring me and said so many things..... I got angry... I fought and at the end I was sorry.

Then, I thought to meet you and here I am..I thought to tell my feelings in some poetic way....but then my mood changed and I told you this.

You know...I was crying when I saw you. You held a lot of my secrets, my pain, my happiness...everything.

Remember, these are secrets between two of us only....don't share it.