ESLNI- That Politics Ideology

Life became dull but the palate has been sore since I knew and fused communities of the far. I have been matured in the southern region of the country with a low level of bigoted factors. Those bigoted factors could be lower, might be, due to the former government system of the nineteen-eighties. In those years socialism was the political ideology adapted from Lenin, Marxist, and Engle’s philosophies. Hence, the language was one, the slogan was one, the people were gone, and the nation was one in its way of life. Therefore, no one could say roughly for his or her own tribal semantic; and hence group sovereignty had tied within one country ever slogans.

I was the then cohort kid to speak out of my father’s mother's patois due to the politics of that country. Ubiquitously was to speak Amharic, and ubiquitously is to be Amhara not to be isolated from many opportunities of life’s career in this country. Therefore I was as others to speak Amharic and to conscious as Amhara’s in my childhood. But I evoke their distrusts when I wanted to interact with their communities, they were jealousy when I speak Amharic, when I play with their children, and when I accept awards for my ranks in high school yearly , … I realized all those demeanors of them step by step with a penchant of my age numbers. All were the fruits of racism to make them like that.

That was a willy-nilly to say whether I was grown as of others with comfort or not, but what I remember are the days in which I failed to wend to school due to my hunger, the days I had been in fear when my father vanishes to more than a year to escape the assassination of Military soldiers who had led by Northern Amhara’s and Tigray’s Tribes, The days in which I banned not to play soccer with others, the days in which all my friends isolated not to wend with me somewhere … and the days in which my father shouts on me for his anger while he came to the home being furious due to others racial feeling to him. What the odd thing to me is the question of mine about my father. They hate to give opportunities to benefit and venerate his sacrifices for his motherland but they always wanted his power and his tribes’ power for the urgent cry of the motherland while her enemies came on her. For their conflict, they came on us and ask help to recruit soldiers for war. We combat and die, and then they will have been safe to live vastly in the country with better benefit and status. It looks like the warfare theory of war’s economics to diminish the number of our tribe’s population systematically and to own our lands and territory after we became destructed for their disruption on us.

Time has no end, and it made me reach my adulthood age after many up and downs of my teenage era. The beginning of my twenty was also my career beginning age by being a telecom Technician after my training accomplishment of the Telecom technician courses in a government institute. And it was the first time for me to give the beloved woman for my true love at that time. Before that, no girl was in love with me from other tribes, because they told me well not to be with us, and to be engaged with marriage forever. They did put them higher merely for their emptiness, they had lived on our land, farmed, harvested, build families, populated, and in the name of motherland love they raised many wars in the northern Ethiopian Part and recruited many from our tribes and made them died there in the war front with their long-range plan to conquer systematically the lands of the South’s people. And eventually, they could remove some of us unto snatching of our pride of identity.

As a chance, after my accomplishment of the telecom Technician training course, The Ethiopian Telecommunication corporation Human Resource Department assigned me to the northern Eastern Region telecom, and the northeastern region telecom sent me to Afar Area, and I served thereunto I held my Bachelor Degree. There were similar lifestyles with an increased level of racism albeit I could not resist for its impact on my life. I had accepted all their life’s style to live with them but got the acceptance with a very lower level of recognition and love.

I served two years in the Afar Area and transferred to Dessie Town to had the opportunity to betterment weather conditions. The Afar Area is considered as a desert area and not comfortable to live like me. And I met the beautiful girl of the Wollo from the Amhara- Wollo tribe with my raised love level. I tried to catch her attention and to get her acceptance with my untold tricks which were done for true love. I paid some mental effort to embrace her beautiful waist and to kiss her lips; I, almost cried to get the Ok response for my true love every night for about a few weeks around her residence. Like a dove, I tried to fly to see her while she concealed in her home’s boundary due to my yearning. Eventually, I could get her utterly; however, I lost her after three years of togetherness due to our own reason.

Then I got a job place transfer after I earned my first degree from Dessie town to Addis Ababa to start a newfangled life at the center of the country. But it was not headed for more than two years; the cause was mainly the racism of each and everyone’s in his heart and practice of daily life. And my life encountered huge snags ever seen before in my personal history.

I was not in the Technician career after I promoted to the office environment by being a human resource officer. Before that my sociability was with the non-human character, which was a telecom device won’t hate and love me based on their criteria. What I had been done was providing the relevant maintenance while they sense a faulty alarm. Here, in the office environment, there was and is an organizational jargon called an organizational culture which is the building block of the macro politics of the nation. And I couldn’t obtain as I expected from the fruit of education and experience because all were grouped informally to attack others and to protect themselves from others sabotage and attack. No one was ailing to include with their group due to their racism. And I failed to be alone and ignored.

Therefore I thought to act like them but I couldn’t; they were so bad to accuse others by saying racist but the main racist ones were all of them. What I tried to do was to find the resemblance group of mine and to save my career life and vision of my future. Hence, I went to the Political party office of the government with sought for freedom and friends instead to wend to church. Actually, there was not different or new culture if I went to church, there is also the racism factors to disturb individuals’ pray.

The communities whom I found in the political culture were in the good and bad situation of life with their strong and secured behaviors. The first day of my meeting was to establish friendship and to tell what I wanted from them and they responded to me with a gift of one book which held in it the political ideology and principles of their party. After I took the book, I returned to my home and started to read it critically and finished it within a week with an acquaintance of a new sort of political knowledge. Immediately, I opposed the ideology in which I did read and learn it, because it was based on the belief of Northern Tribes, and stood for their rights with a minimum allowance to us. Moreover, it has no articles which state for love and togetherness at the inauguration to reach at the end. Its main aim was to build the built nation with nation nationalities’ cooperation and willingness in the future. I decided to write a new ideology that could oppose their ideology inherently to bring love and togetherness at the beginning and to keep equality among each other.

One night was enough to do that, in that night I was sizzled a little bit when I entered my lonely home. I took a pen and started to jot down all my inner desires and what I had lost from my nation and from all citizens. Then I started to group my ambitions into categories. Love, belonging, science, unity with equality, were some key points I clasp to make as a principle. Then I took some principles from Socialism, some from liberalism, and some from my interest to build a new political ideology. On my white paper, I declared the basic five principles to be the core of my politics. Principle 1 – the love of fatherland; principle 2 love of science; principle 3- Every culture and language in the nation is everyone’s wealth; principle; And I wrote fife principles. Finally, I wanted to name the Ideology name and thought for a while. It must be from Socialism and Liberalism because I used from both ideologies some philosophies. Okay, S” represents Socialism, E represents Ethiopia, L represents Liberalism, N represents Nationalism, I represents Ideology. Therefore I had ESLNI in dumpy. Ethiopian Social Liberal-National Ideology I called it before I rewind and hit the full stop ink on the last paragraph. Then I declared as I established a new political party for development and peace ad well as for ethnic equality with personal liberty. After a week, I copied and distributed to some colloquies friends in which I had known them around the workplace and, some were from bar or ins. They took it. After two or three months my life became so chaotic and more problematic. Here and there, racial politics started to attack me. I couldn’t even allow drinking in inns freely as the previous. Then the obligatory writ sent to me from the federal criminal court to arrest me, then to throw me to jail. I surrendered by two police officers. Then I lost everything. The federal criminal court decided on my imprisonment of one year and three months. I lost my job, I lost my dream. And I failed badly. Since that time I have been lived everywhere on the streets refused every good employment and life opportunity by the Northern Tigray, Amhra, and Oromo Tribes power holders. Their lie is endless. Now after eight years later, they prepared a false war to kill South’s. They recruited many soldiers from south people and sent them to northern Ethiopia to make them slain for Tigray tribes and Eritrean tribes. All Semitics are not good for me.