Fear Of Falling Asleep
Fear Of Falling Asleep


This fear of falling asleep
I have acquired is abnormal
It surely associated with the fear of loneliness
I have to endure
For most people sleep is something they look forward to,
It used to be that way for me as well, but more recently this status has sadly changed,
The dreams I have are more of nightmares than dreams themselves,
They are now lively and realistic
I have woken up in cold sweats, tears
Or a deep deep sadness
For reasons, I am unsure of.
I was told to control my dreams,
But how? I asked.
I haven't had a good night's rest
For ages, I just want to sleep.
I yell at the top of my lungs.
Lungs need air, the body needs a brain, heart, blood, and all other organs to survive.
And I certainly need sleep
Will I ever sleep well again?