Reincarnation

Raja's every act was exceptional. It seemed as if he were guided by a supernatural Power!

  He says," I don't know who directs me to do anything I like or dislike." 

   Although his parents were a little perturbed in his son's abnormal behaviour but waited patiently to know more about his unnatural performance. They fitted out beaus to blemish which things he feared and was interested in. 

   Raja had passion for all out door games: running, Cycling, rock climbing, swimming, and crickets. But he had a special kind of likingness for shooting but feared explosion. On the eve of Diwali,he was confined to a room, the door and windows closed. He insisted on his family members to keep away from firecrackers. Every afternoon when the school was closed he divided his playmates in to two groups and practiced false shooting in artificial guns.His friends were startled when he screams," Goutam ... Goutam... Goutam don't proceed ahead, come back, a bomb has waited for you to blast. 

   His friends gather around him and ask," Who is Goutam, where is Goutam?"

 He returns to actuallity and says," Sorry "

  His friends, charge-in-to finding his short comings and enthusiasm and informs Raja's father the un natural behaviour of his son.

   They said ," Go on finding closely his absurdity ."

   The observers in hiding , noticed him speaking to none but to fantasizes," March on. Target the enemy soldier near-at-hand."

   Then he commands," Fire."

  Sometimes he acts as if a bullet penetrated to his chest.He holds his chest and agonizes " I won't leave you alive".

  The next moment he raises his hand equivocal "Good bye ,my motherland"

  They come close to him and ask," Who do you shoot to?"

  "None. Have you gone mad ?"

  They are surprised, at how soon he returns to the previous state!

   Depending on the reports of the beaus, Surya , attempted the finest for Raja's healing.But every endeavour proved fruitless. Being biased by some patrons Surya sought the advice of a Tantrik. In stead of discussing with him about Raja's mental condition he pedanticised.

    " He is directed by a ghoul. According to your report,he is interested in defence related games . It's obvious that in as many as births,  he had been the part of Indian army .I suppose, during China-India boundary dispute that led to the 1962 war with China remains unresolved . In thee eastern sector, the Mc Mahon Line had been drawn in 1914, without even a survey and taking China in confidance . Dispute over the sovereignty of the widely separated Akashi Chin and Arunanchal Pradesh border regions .

  India had a misguided optimism about the the moral superiority of and peaceful intentions of the Chinese leadership; it resulted in a weak Indian Army that was ill-prepared and ill-equipped to face the realities of hard power 

  In this respect,Indian sources say 1,389 killed ,1, 696 missing,548-1,07 wounded,3,968 captured

   It should be taken into granted that, your son might have been shot to death as you say, he acts as though a bullet has been shot to his chest and he died while fighting.I can say, for indefinite time Raja had fought many battles.For instance , Kargil war Indo- Pakistan war of 1971,Indo-Pak August 1965.

   The conflict began on early May when the Indian military learned that Pakistan fighters had Infiltrated Indian administered territory.After detecting the infiltration India ordered it's army and airforce to push back the intruders regulars of the Pakistan army."

  The Tantric then conceded," He can be ostracized to obtain from him his war experiences . But Why should we stress it? It is not the order of the time to put pressure on him to listen from him the war stories . I want you should perform Tantrik Pooja.

  The articles required for Tantric Pooja are mamsa ( flesh, meat) matsya( fish),madya(fermented grapes,wine), mudra (frumentum), cereal, parched grain,or gestures), and maithun ( sexual union)

   Many describe rituals that transgress social and religious conventions with main stream of Hinduism.Shiva is always linked with the Great Goddess although Tantrism , he often appears as fearsome Bhairava  

  In a lunar eclipse night ,Swami Satyanand, The Tantric sits cross legged on the platform reciting sacred mantras and making rituyaous gestures with his hands At intervals on to the statue and crystal; he places herbs in a silver bowl mixing them with water or milk and pours the mixtures over the small crystal.As soon as the Tantra Pooja is performed Baba Satyananda hands to Surya an armature to tie it on Raja's right arm.

   He said," The Armor will save him from ghouls or inauspicious spirits that tortures him now and then."

 The Tantrik snatched from him un countable money ;good for nothing.

  The only way left was to get him admitted in the psychiatric hospital, Agra ,After a discussion with concerned authorities he was boarded there. The psychiatrists noted down the activities of Raja from time to time.

   Thus the tests began.They exhibited to him the war time cassettes from mediaeval time to 1962 war, Kargil victory,surgical strikes ,they evinced before him photos of Indian heroes; Jaisingh,Durgadas Rathore ,Ranapratap,Shivaji and heroine ,Jhansi Rani Laxmibai.

  To each snapshot, he pays a soldieric salute.

    The psychiatrists performed a variety of medical and/ psychological tests. These tests combined with conversations about symptoms,medical and family history allow psychiatrists to diagnose mental health conditions.They are also qualified to provide talk therapy and psychological interventions .C B.T. works to identify and address how the patient's thoughts and behaviour calm or exacerbate the symptom of anxiety.Exposure therapy involves creating a safe environment in which to expose,things they fear and avoid in order to weaken negative associations and manage feelings of anxiety.

   Alternately,they show photos of leaders of terrorist groups: Amir Raza, Bhatkarr Riyaz ,Abdul Sabhan, Queries Sadiq Sheikh,Ahmed Diriya,Abul Hajjaj, Mujahideen Jabra Qari,Osmabin Laden,Mamdo- Mahmood Salin.....

   At these photos he screams at the top of his voice and asks for a revolver to kill the terrorists.He makes them focused ," I have fired as many as terrorists from,A-Quada,Lashkar-e- Taiba,Jaish -e -Mohmmad, Jaish- Ul- Adl,Harkal- ul- Mujahideen arsonists,,Sipah - e- Sahab.

   They exposed on the Tv screen, the photos of traitors who were lured by compromising sexual situation to provide an opportunity for black mail.They also exhibited to him pictures of renegade groups secretly,about the latest Defence Research, and Development Organization (D.R.D.O.), number of missiles , have been launched including Akash,Agni,Surya and Prithibi ballistic missiles .

   Charming girls from Pakistan lure the traitors like Ishwar Behera send secrecy of missiles testing.The other conspirators from different parts of the world are,Muthhir,Farahan,Zahid,Ismail,Haleema,alias Priya alias Jennefer. Honey trap Reddy shared details of the secret of the testing centres . Raviprakash Meena sena Bhawan employee ,was madly in love with the secret agents who befriended with the charm ing beauty.

   The Pakistani agent,who went by the name of Anjali Tiwari trapped him Cherry/Ben Tov, code named "Candy Bornin Orlando, Fla, she was married to an officer the Israeli Security Service.After the Operation, she was given a new identity to prevent appraisals she left Israil to return to United States 

   Raja shriked at a photograph,"Here is Ruby, my sweetheart!"

   A psychologist asked him,"How are you related to her ?"

  "Yes,she was my darling. It was for her I got second life.I have not been with any woman who was so dedicated to wounded soldiers..........

   In a trice, he had been returning to the previous position but they didn't help it to happen.They kept on asking,"Yes ,say what happened then."

  " I was hurt extremely. Assuming that something worse might transpire expeditiously she didn't leave me a moment, barring food , drink and rest.In course of time the patient,nurse relationship turned into lover and beloved . Subsequently, we betrothed to each other.Again I joined on my duty in the Indian army.She was transferred to another military hospital.We talked over telephone, we met once or twice in a month........

  Raja burst out crying and said,"She cherioed me for ever while tending lacerated in the camping area.The baby male she blessed me still not left his mother's lap.I wanted to espouse for the baby sake. But it was not so easily available. When I was on a bad mood to resign my sister in law volunteerly stepped forward to look after the baby . She was prepared to abide by the system of marriage approved by the society . My mind was restored as my son was cheerful with his stepmother.

   He paused and proceeded,"My 15 year bond service completed .In the same night when my pension papers were under process a colleague of mine telephoned me to come immediately to the cantonment. He didn't tell me the reasons . At my arrival, I found my son crying helplessly and......" 

   He couldn't speak more, but the psychiatrists were curious to listen till the end and encouraged " Yes, continue ."

   In sloshing eyes he said," She was raped and killed by someone in my absence. My mind didn't work. Madly I was in search of the rapist. Consequently, I got him wandering freely. I caught hold of him and crushed him down and handed over to the police.Later I heard he got life term imprisonment."

   They didn't pressure him to open as many as incidents come across during his dissolution. But he couldn't mention the exact time when they took place. His battle experiences were plural _ all remarkable, directly or indirectly he was indulged in wars. The more They studied the more they were surprised, how could it be possible, in every birth the soul entered serially to a woman's womb who was only interested in warfares.

  They  continued his treatment on the basis of the facts they recorded. Long time after he was completely cured and became normal. Before leaving for home the psychiatrists advised Raja's father," Try all possibilities to accord him in the Indian army _ mother India would always dream of such a descendant."

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