Finally fulfilled wish
Finally fulfilled wish5 mins 222 5 mins 222
I have always been a shy person. The one who always sits in the corner eating cookies and doesn't say a word. To anyone. I enjoy the gentle breeze blowing over me, and the first ray of sunlight in the morning bathes my face. I long to be myself for a moment, so that I don\u2019t have to avoid these people who seem to smile on my face every time I dare to speak. Of course, I have never done this before, because I didn't have the strength to look straight into the darkness and let it run away in the opposite direction. I would say it was "okay" or "have a good day", but it was never good, and it was never a good day. Facts have never been incorporated into my chain of words.
He needs a trustworthy person with whom he can talk. But most importantly, she needs someone to believe. He has seen autumn turn into winter. I have seen small white snowflakes falling gently from the dark sky, and witnessed the scorching heat of the summer sun. But in all the new lives blooming around me, I am the core of the show, never changing, always fixed in the same place. Stand still. Yes, I have walked on damp beaches and swim in icy waves, but I have never danced, I have never sang. While my legs are supporting my weight, they lead me on the dusty road of life, but my heart has never followed me. I am the shadow of a long gone memory, the shadow of the future, no matter what it brings. It was on this lonely road that I heard the singing of silent sparrows. He didn't sing any songs, but I can still hear his despair. There was a desire in her voice, a silent plea for help. Longing for better days.
Then comes the word. Words made of letters, letters made of feelings. "Hello" is very common. This means: "I admit you." "How are you?" It was another. What does this mean; "I want to know how you feel?" But these words are meaningless to me, because anything you say to me can't satisfy my inner thirst, like a big black hole waiting to be filled. However, satisfaction never came, so I thought of Swallow. The lonely sparrow on the road of desolate life. I saw him on the other side of the river. The waves slapped against the shore, and the breeze blew across my densely wooded arms. He yelled a few words at me, but I looked away. Words don't make sense to me He jumped into the river and swam towards me. I turned my head, not daring to hope. He reached the shore where I was, reached out and touched my shoulder. He looked at me with dark blue eyes. I looked at it in deep green, then looked away in embarrassment. He smiled at me with perfect lips and I answered him with a tight smile. "You look cute when you smile," he said. But I don't believe in flattery, so I left my sight. But he ran after me, and his hand fell on my arm. I looked at him curiously for a while, trying to find out the truth from his words.
He pushed me with his elbow and led me to the other side of the mountain. He motioned for me to sit down, but the dense grass was drenched with rain. He spread out his jacket and let me sit down. I was sitting, he was sitting next to me, even though he was sitting on the grass. He pointed to the brilliant sunset on the mountain, and the birds sang and sang merrily. A real song. I have seen the sun dim on a dull meadow, but I have never seen such a bright and hopeful sun break into a meadow like that. I feel a movement in my body, as if my heart is changing into place. It was a pleasant feeling, in that moment I knew that he was a trustworthy person. I saw swallows on the road hovering next to me.
He sang joy and renewal, and he sang hope and faith. Even I can hear it. He looked at me compassionately and I felt it for a moment, I was able to open my eyes. Dark clouds began to form and raindrops began to fall from the gloomy sky. They rolled over my skin and the sudden cold awakened reality. The rain is pouring down. I got up from my jacket on the lawn and ran to my house in the valley. He called me, but I didn't stop, I didn't even ask him his name. The rain kept falling, dripping on my brown hair, seeping into my clothes, and hugging her tightly to my body. As I ran further and further home, my shoes splashed under my feet until I stumbled. When I landed on a bumpy road, the ground met me. The world is like a spinning top, and I lie in the dying crimson sky, letting my thoughts wander in my empty frame. I felt that all my remaining life was slowly fading...
Then an arm was wrapped around my waist and it was lifted. But when I slowly look around in a world made up of darkness, my senses are incomplete. The dazzling light and loose threads broke into my field of vision. He was there, watching me slowly adjusting my eyes to the light. His jacket was unraveling, leaving a hole in the center. I closed my eyes and let myself groan. He reached out his hand and touched my face, I let the heat of my hand sink into my body and I felt a kind of sensation of air. He looked at me with a knowing smile, I also smiled, there was no conversation between us. After all, words are just words after all, nothing more. I know that if I fall, he will catch me, and when I have questions, he will support me. The hunger and thirst of my heart were finally satisfied. He is a special person, a person to be trusted.