No Word To Describe My Life

Today, the sky is too... dark Mahima said in a low voice to herself, "as darker the sky as brighter the stars" Rishi said.

Rishi was Mahima's cousin. Rishi said I can understand your feeling. No Need to understand Mahima replied, her voice was very rude and thick. Rishi said to Mahima 'I just need to help you, you always stay alone in your room. I just want that you be happy by heart and see the world's beauty you always behave like the frog of the well'.

Shut up! She/Mahima shouted I had seen world's carelessness world's blackmailing words and more other things now will you please go out of my room again she shouted Gooo....... Out...... after saying this she throws a pillow on Rishi's face. He ran outside of her room.

               

Thank God that stupid left my room Mahima said

After few minutes, She heard a voice "my cute and lovely daughter where are you baby come to your mom" After hearing this she ran to her balcony screaming " 'mommy' 'mommy' you are back" When she reaches her balcony she saw a woman was standing with her daughter and buying cotton candy at that time she felt heartless she was really very sad she sat down at the floor by taking the support of wall some drops of tears came in her eyes. She was really sad her wings had been disappeared. 

She started reminding her past her parents were coming back from Nepal they had a long journey by car my father was driving the car he was very tired by driving so his eyes closed automatically and they met with a car accident Mahima was waiting for her parents but they haven't come till now she was 6 yrs old they left and now she is 21 yrs old still waiting for them. The people are of very small mind they blackmail the girl for their parent's money their parents had a big bungalow they wear the ghost costumes and always tries that the girl/Mahima will be terrified and leave the house and at last they succeed Mahima left the house because now she was very tortured by strange calls coming to her and the people wearing ghost costumes and strange voice coming from the balcony. Thinking about her past she slept. The next day when she wakes up she saw that she is still on the balcony. She stands up and went to the restroom.

Spending her whole day standing on the balcony and sitting behind the window and waiting for her parents. One day when she was sleeping her brother Rishi took her up from his bed and left her in a strange place another day when she wakes up she saw herself in a strange place she was very confused, asked herself where I am? she walked some steps and then saw a document was lying on the floor she took it up and then what she saw was really shocking she saw death certificate of her parents she was very confused what is going on. Is it a dream, a bad dream, a fake dream, an annoying dream or it's my real life a truth that is very unpleasant which is unpleasant than bitter I was feeling that the floor is lost from down my feet?

Today, I knew the biggest truth the each and every day for whom I waited the whole day standing on the balcony sitting behind the window they are not more in this world. Suddenly an old woman entered that room. Who are you? Mahima asked the woman in a stammering voice. The woman smiled and said I am your grandmother after your parent's death every single day I wait for you the same how you wait for your parents are death they are not alive they came to Nepal to meet me but going back to India they met with an accident, It happened just because of me. I beg you to forgive me she ended her sentence while crying. Mahima was really shocked she never knew the biggest truth of her life. She said who am I to forgive you? you are my grandma I lost my parents but I am grateful that you are still with me. Mahima's grandma was full of happiness that today she's forgiving today from that day she lived happily with his grandma and cousin.