Dear Love!

Dear love,

Life is not always fair and square but in the end learn to make peace with it.

There will be times when you will want someone to hold your hand, guide you, love you, pull you out from the dark well, or just give you a little courage. You might be able to find that ray of light or not but you will always have you. Learn to love yourself a little more everyday, to know yourself a little more everyday. Try to bring out that little courage into light everyday.

When you will have to climb up that well, you will be scared to break your bones of trying, more than that you will be scared of the failure, but not always you will get help, so make your hands dirty, break your nails, and dig holes on those walls. You will get scars but those are yours and of the battles you have fought. Cherish them, you will need them to remind yourself the kind of woman you are. And what kind of man deserves to hold you.

Remember only when both the candles are lit, will the room be completely bright or else you will never understand what it is to see with your own light.

Sometimes even after doing everything right, you will still be wrong, even after thinking thousands of times for a decision, the outcome will still be wrong for you, even after trying a million times you will still end up hurting people. Don't feel guilty, don't be gloomy, your intentions were pure and that's what matters. Even if it doesn't to anyone. You remember it darling, remember it deep in your heart. Remember that your biggest validation is, you.

Don't be scared to try again. Believe me love, the purest emotion in this world, which I have understood is love, and the other side of the coin is detachment. Keep the coin close, both the sides!

Lastly precious, there will be days when you will cry yourself to sleep, caressing those scars alone, painting your pillow red, remember mornings will be harder, so sleep early. Do little things everyday, small but new, which flutters your heart, whether it is to read a novel or to do a new trick with your pen. 

Soon we will all disappear so try, try to follow what you really love to do, do that. That's the only way you will live.

Remember what you sow will reap, today, tomorrow or many many years later but it will. That's my only promise!

Yours,

Ray of light.