Is This The End?

When I see her face

When I look into her beautiful honey green eyes

When I talk with her

When I am with her

I used to find satisfaction and

happiness

I used to feel safe in her arms

The very thought of her not being in my life was unthinkable

But now when I see her face and when I look into her beautiful eyes I don't feel safe or loved I simply feel numb

And this hurts so much knowing we were this amazing thing

besties for life

And now I feel like I am just sitting back waiting for us to end

And that feeling just eats me up inside it kills me so much

So I'm trying to spend all the time I can with her because it could be our last

-is this the end