Courage to Love

I am tripping,

In my loneliness and unhappiness,

She is around me yet I am too far in an earthquake, 

She stays still waiting for the fairytale,

I am far away in my thunderstorms,

Words aren't spoken,

I know, she knows it isn't worth it,

She is madly in love,

I am singing the different lullabies on my own, 

I want to love her,

yet this silence of mine isn't letting us be in one world,

I wanna fall in love,

Yet my heart is stoned,

She isn't afraid and I don't know how to deal with myself,

I want to be in her arm,

But I don't know how to express love,

I haven't been happy and it's not her fault,

Her happiness is in mine,

But I don't know the rules of happiness,

Does it come with a price,

I am yet to find the rules of love on my own,

 

She is madly in love,

Her heart is pure, 

she is innocent and doesn't understand anything else,

I want to run away and at the same time Kiss her forehead,

Her eyeliner is not proper anymore,

She has been crying,

I know it's daylight, I can see the lost glow on her face,

I am not a fool or heartless,

But I have caged my soul in the sorrows.

I need to find the courage to love her.