A Tilted Life!

Maybe I should take a break,

Sip a beer and stop whining about life,

I have had many meltdowns,

Like circling all the times,

Would it be enough if I just sleep,

Rest and love my bed.

There are too many things running through my mind,

I wanna hear a rock band perform,

Like go to a Billie Elish concert,

Explore my dark thoughts,

kiss a stranger, maybe a one nightstand

Dance confidently with the crowd,

But that doesn't seem like happening,

Is it a dream that I dreaming?

I can't drive a car,

That's so stupid because I can't take long drives,

I wish I had attended many parties,

Hang out with friends,

Eat pizza in dominos,

Now that I am alone,

I am going to take a little break,

Explore the tiles of my floor,

My friends have abandoned me,

It's like I am a bad omen,

They try and I fail them,

The songs they play,

I am forced to question,

Lately, it doesn't make sense,

am I fun and exciting,

What is so pessimistic about my existence?

This whole situation,

Like the one, I got in my hand,

Can somebody just say that I belong here and ask me to stay,

As I am watching myself fall apart,

I am scared for myself,

It's cold out here,

That's okay, no one cares,

Fuck it, maybe I will just watch a movie,

Start a new life and have many regrets,

Sip a beer with tequila shots