Abha Soni

Abstract Drama Romance

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Abha Soni

Abstract Drama Romance

Confliction Mind Vs heart

Confliction Mind Vs heart

4 mins
219


She told him to stay away from them why because she feels they don't study (judged them on the basis of their marks and want no one else to judge her) they are cheap they stalk girls, give gaalis and will end up with no future so if he had to live so live with good minded people because he became one of them, so she was concerned about him, ( but they are good people they treated her like a friend and also they supported their relationship they all are good at heart) friends I think I am wrong I judged them and I want that no one judge me how irony it is. Actually, my emotions are not in my control and therefore every time I do it to myself and close people to me first of all I forgive myself for this because my intentions was not wrong but let observe it from a third person point of view and audience, I want your help too in getting better outcome. So here is Nitya she loves her boyfriend she claims, and her boyfriend Pratik love her too. So as her relatives came, she compared herself with their beautiful daughter get envy and begin to judge herself (she doesn't love herself accept herself and therefore she doesn't love others) she is a toxic person right now she should give herself space to heal herself. So, is it right to get jealous if God made her beautiful than its good for her it doesn't mean that you are unworthy, or you don't deserve a good life or you are not a good person who said it? She gets insecure about her beauty. Why did she compare herself? She disrespected herself.


Then her brother and sister talk about it and they pointed again that her boyfriend is not good enough to stand in front and her insecurity got hit it means she get influenced by this talk it's her mistakes she is responsible that why she always takes things so personally and react (it means she doesn't love her bf) she doesn't accept him as he is and get insecure of him. Yeah, her boyfriend is not that good looking, but he is the kindest person he opens up to her he did everything to keep her happy that no one in the world can. Literally and she cried whole night because she was going to breakup with him and she finds out that she will remain alone without him, and she knew it well that no one in this world can take care of her like he does (means she is selfish she only self-obsessed she cares for her feelings only not care for his baby boy feelings). And she broke up with him judging him saying things build yourself up otherwise forget me its looking like gold digger or a dealer thing does not love why she become a typical gf or wifey when she Believe in freedom and independency why she can't stick to her inner values. Should she say sorry to him for judging him and his friends so badly? Should she say sorry to him for hurting him and not thinking about his feelings and every time hurting him? Does she really want to stay with him? Why does she wanted to stay with him? Isn't it become a cage to him? Why every time she tries to take control of his life? Why does she become like her parents? Why is she treating him the same way her parents do? Why the hell she is trying to control him and his life? Why is she poking in his life on everything he does? She is taking his freedom. That's why it's becoming toxic for him in this relationship.


She became happy when everything goes according to her, she got approved and validation but why the hell she wanted that? Why is she hurting him when he is the one who cares the most? Please go away from him if you have to always hurt him and play with his feelings! He is a baby he deserves peace he deserves to be happy. Let him go and make himself happy. Let him feel free that he can live his life on his terms and conditions. Because your parents are doing the same way finding security, but nothing grows there in your comfort zone. Stop fucking controlling things that you can't and love him the way he is. Accept him and let him go.... It's the best thing you can do to him. As think if again you go for saying sorry what will change the suffering you gave to his heart will change? Nah he is feeling alone there in this journey without you. But that's necessary as you are not good for him right now. You became toxic heal yourself first...... Should I say sorry?? Or go straight away and not even give a single message. I accept myself and my flaws i need to learn and observe and behave mannerly. Yup from right now i will begin to take care of others feeling. And this is not love i do it's an attachment because love says you do what makes you happy and I still love you.



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