My first year of college!

So, my journey begins on Nov 9, 2021, which sounds crazy! 

I had a lot of expectations and excitement about my college Life! Because I thought and heard about its beautiful experiences from seniors and graduates both offline and online. 

So the journey begins.......

I went to college first day, I clearly remember I went to college with my sister and papa because I and my sister both are in the same class, so we greet everyone we meet, especially the teachers, then I saw the college for the first time campus tour, the college has Saraswati statue then we enter through office gate but as message told our class would be conducted in block A, so I remembered it and move to the block A, it all was new I don't know where to go all confused as well as nervous! 

Then we went upstairs by taking guide of the staff members of the college, there our seniors are preparing for something special, decorating the seminar hall, then I enter the wrong room, I feel awkward then I went to the right room, documents collection and verification was taking place, it actually was a long way, it takes a lot of efforts and time to reach this college like I did almost everything to get into the college now I am realizing what I paid for it, like collecting documents before the opening of the college, participate in counseling, fighting for career decisions, college research, prepare for jee mains, doubt, cry, hate and so many things, the journey was too long.....

I remember everyone is sitting in a single seat knowing no one, we all were feeling the same way little excited and nervous at the same time. After collecting documents we got a lunch pass, then we were all people instructed to move to the seminar hall and that was the same place which was decorated by seniors, I felt great because all this was working for welcoming us. They put tilak on our heads and welcome us. Then I sit in the first row after the teachers' row finished. All were talking and then the orientation program begins. It was about to make freshers know about how to work and operate in college life. 

Then they told us about many different aspects, how to work, behave, what to do or not. Every professor introduces themselves to us. I was happy to get into the new environment. After this, we all were invited to have lunch at the mess. 

All entered the group but no one was sitting with me. Then a girl sitting behind me called me and our conversation began, we talked and know about one another, actually, I was not confident, shy, and nervous at that time, even after knowing instructions from YouTube I forgot everything and just felt inferior. I wasn't able to talk to people and if someone ignored or make fun of me I overthink about it and felt bad. .........

To be continued.........