#Of Love life and everything
#Of Love life and everything
The Beginning:
It's been a couple of days since the memories ceased forming in my head,
Empty gut crying out me to feed,
Repeatedly in the dreams, I stalk fantasy,
Glimpses of draught before I gain my sanity,
The struggle:
There has been constant harassment from the heart,
Eyes just blink like it's an accident,
Extreme thunderstorms in the backyard,
Clenching on a tent to protect a shelter,
Like the darkness, my beliefs have the horrors,
There is no light at the end of the tunnel,
The Hunger:
I follow the butterflies to kill them in cold,
Satisfy bloodthirst with a bullet in my head,
I cut through my veins, restoring the kettle of emotions,
I take an oath every day to make myself better,
No escape:
Etching mistakes is part of life,
When existence is at fault, it's part of fate,
Minding one's business is not idealistic,
I still wonder what keeps me alive to go through this shit,
personal relationships aren't my forte,
Fair enough, angels don't know what I deserve,
Renewed confusion:
Difficult to come back to senses,
when things are disruptive,
Unattainable to find a new perspective,
Captioning it with my dirty memorandum.