Not Enough
Not Enough
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I'm not enough
I know
So why not let me know
and break my heart again
It hurts to be half loved or even have hearted
But, I do need you to know that I did do my best to be what you wanted me to be
But know this
no matter what I did to make you love me
was never enough for you
it really does hurt to know that all the hard work and effort I put into everything I did for you
Still
was never enough time and time again
All of the pain numbness self-hate tears and breathless nights and much more
All for you
And somehow it still was never enough for you to stop hurting yourself
Even though you knew how much it hurt me
or even for you to stop replacing me with someone else you thought was better than me
even though when you needed someone that person somehow vanished
And suddenly you could remember our names again
because you knew we were the only one who were there for you
Truly there for you
You took advantage of us
not once did you ever think about our feelings
or our emotions
you were in this relationship to make yourself feel good
countless times
And yet here I am still being treated like nothing
by you
Hoping that one day you will finally say "I love you "
and actually mean it
hoping that you will love me for me and not just because I'm the only one there
And yes I do love that you are in my life
But as Adele once said
"I want to live and not just survive"
I do all things for you
and only you
But I am sick of everything being my fault
When it's me that you're hurting
And I know that's not what you want
"ME"
Or what anybody wants
And that's fine that you
feel that way
To tell the truth I don't want me either
But I just wanted you to know these pieces of information the next time you try to
"HURT ME "
-Never enough for you