It's All In The Past

I just want to relive those days again,

When I used to smile genuinely,

Instead of giving a fake tight lipped one.

I want to be the child again,

Who used to get happy,

As if given his favorite cotton candy;

I want to be the mischievous one again,

Who used to give a cheeky- smile & puppy eyes,

On being caught for the little mischiefs';

I want to live my utopia, 

Where every thing is just so perfect;

Where Cinderellas' have a happily ever after,

Where a knight in shining armor,

Is waiting for his damsel,

Where Augustus and Hazel become a single soul,

Where partings are never too longing.

I miss my old self,

Who used to believe fairy godmothers are real,

And one day she would meet the seven little dwarfs,

Who would be ready to protect her.

I miss the one little kiddo:

Who would instantly look up at a shooting star,

As if wishing for someone to wake her up,

And take her covertly to meet Olaf,

The one whose banter was enjoyed,

The one whose laugh was contagious

But now it feels like,

It's all in the past...

*Hazel and Augustus are characters of the book ' The fault In Our Stars' by John Green*

*References from many disney movies have also been used here*