Unheard & Lost...

Tonight, I weep again,

Seeing the stars shine and the night birds fly,

I missed the days filled with no pain,

And remarks that were not sly; 

I missed the lustrous wings -that tonight lay torn,

Years of torment left its impact, 

Making me unable to adapt and react,

To not just people but to emotions;

Shifting my toes one on other, I feel so vulnerable,

Whispering out feelings, that are to be unheard and lost,

I whimper in pain, and clutch to hold myself tight, 

Trying not to lose myself in this herd of cattle and knight,

I stand there foreign to their thoughts,

Having no one by my side to be sought, 

The final call awaits me by the end of this endless night and day,

To lose sight of myself in this vanishing hay...