My Quarantine Diary ( Day 16 )
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Tuesday 28th April 2020
Yes. It's the 16th day of my lockdown. And I think that the psychological 21 days theory is finally working. Today I finally did the closure of my relationship about which earlier I thought that it would be going to be eternal. But he said that life is not like a movie. That’s the bitter truth of life.
The good part about today is that amidst this painful discussion, I completed my deliverable for my work.
Is closure really important in a relationship? According to one of my roommates, it is very much important. She says that if you get to apologize and wish each other well, eventually, it will help you to close the door and move forward in a healthy way.
We discussed it a lot. I tried to get a meaningful conclusion but it seems that he really did not bother about the dignity of my life. Most people think that dignity is about respect.
But for me, dignity is the value that is inherent within me. It is the worth of me as a human being. And when he said that in a worse situation, he might have to marry some other girl as per his parent’s consent, it broke me into pieces. Though he was worried about my future too and hence he told me not to wait to see ‘our future’.
But I just wanted to hear from him that we are gonna fight this together. Together we will convince them. Then I could have waited for him for a thousand years! But it did not happen.
Anyway, I hope someday he will get the wisdom to really understand the fact why we broke up!
Not feeling sleepy. But tomorrow I have to start early. Hence, off to bed now!!