Her Heartbeats Made Me Breath
Her Heartbeats Made Me Breath2 mins 154 2 mins 154
My life ran like a small boat sailing peacefully. I never gave a thought for a partner, and how can I? As I, being only soulless body running on earth, just for the sake of blood. Yes, I, a vampire. It has always felt like living for nothing, an exceptional Blackhole that I will never be able to complete nor on earth neither on heaven as if I might be going.
But, my small boat, went under a heavy thunderstorm, when Bella entered my life, heroin? The first time I saw her at her house, sleeping. First, it was just for curiosity purpose which turned to test me, to not turn into a monster. At first, I thought it's ok but I never went for anyone like that. I was so influenced by her, that it hurts. I saw her, sleeping, not very peacefully, her eyes, all wet from crying but her blood-red checks, her pink lips, her hair with strawberry essence smell made me mad. I wanted to live but I Stayed as if I was her prisoner. I fall on my knees, looking at her as if my own goddess or my own devil. She spoke a lot in her dream and was so disturbed that I felt a cringe of protecting her. I did my best, I loved her all through me, like forever but on her 18th birthday I realized, I am the one, she needs protection from. I left forks but she had become my integral part. Suddenly, all of me had become her. It's like I am living under my own hell by staying away from her. But, I won't go and meet her, it will always be like I never existed for her.
Today, I went to Orleans to see if she's ok. I had become so weak thinking what if she's not ok or she needs me. When I went looking for her, I saw her at one of the cliffs near a Mountain. I felt like my own heart is taken away, again. I shouted to stop her but she was murmuring something inside her mind. She was about to jump in the ocean.
No rules, no restrictions are important for me at Bella's cost. Her life, my soul. I ran and caught her, we fall together.
After 6 months 3 days 14 hours, the moon and sun shrink, her heartbeats made me breathe.