Why Am I Like This

Nothing simple anymore,

I am trying,

It hard,

Why am I like this,

Do I hurt people,

Do I blame myself.

Without thinking of it,

Well, I don't know why I am like this,

I am just what I am..

My personally is nothing,

Like I just don't know what I am,

Do I feel like this every day,

Am I selfish that much,

I don't know...

That the point,

I will never know....