Unrequited

I'll hop on a plane,

I'll catch that train.

No matter which turn, which lane.

Whether it's winter, fall or rain,

For you, love, my life I'll bargain.

My neck I crane,

My eyes I strain,

So a glimpse of you I can attain.

But it all goes in vain,

'Cause no longer in my life you remain.

These emotions I can no longer contain.

I cut a vein,

Put myself through pain.

I am no longer sane.

Your love has left a stain.

Your love was like a rein,

Controlling my heart and brain.

I thought of you as my main.

But now my consciousness I regain,

You turned out to be a bane.

You, in my life I wish I could detain,

Because without you, it's empty, it's mundane.

But again, pain is all I'll gain.

For so long contemplating I've lain,

And finally decided, my feelings for you I'll restrain.