Invitation letter with an uninvitation card

I couldn't help myself handling scenes when

I get invited with words, yet get a feeling of being uninvited too

I couldn't help myself from handling such a dichotomous role of people

A role pretentious, and a role of that whole raw truth.

The delicacy given to me is rather complicated, 

Because I had to deal with both roles, with my singular role of being myself

May I get everything a little extra?

Unlike that extra mayo, this extra makes my life wishy-washy.

I get an oral invitation of inclusion, yet get an eye of suspicion too,

I get an invite with a smile yet with popping cunningness around the corner of the eyes.

I get an invitation to be social, yet comes an uninvited guest who stereotypes my social behaviour.

I get an invitation for visiting on vacation, yet it comes with a deal of making no revisits.

I get an invitation to dance, yet arrives an uninvited opinion of how I am dancing.

I get an invitation to talk, yet walk in an uninvited criticism for talking the truth.

I get an invite to say how I feel, yet it comes with an uninvited note of no one paying heeds to it.

I get an invitation to ask what I need, yet get an uninvited default silent response.

I get a friendly invite, yet comes an uninvitation to not expect friendship,

I get an invite for a likelihood, yet it comes with a firm affirmation to not expect love.

I get an invitation to visit home and not to stay home.

I get an invitation to stay home, yet an uninvited action dictates me not to stay longer.

Takes another mind to deal with people's verbal actions and non-verbal reactions

When actions soothes, reactions provocates

When action pleases, reactions ask for my plea

When actions are happier, reactions run to suspicion.

When actions depict love, reactions run through their veins with hatred.

When actions portrays fondness, reactions literally spills jealousy.

When actions makes it all easy, reactions subtly tell me it's never gonna be that easy for you.

So bewildered me stay confused which one I should go for.

Precisely, takes so much out of me to deal with that facade someone puts on

Because its easier for me to go with the harsh truth rather than a pretentious attitude

More clearly, it is easy to accept the reality of not being invited

Rather than dangling a pretentious invite from the mouth yet with an uninvited heart.

In the end it makes me realise that people only need me and do not want me!

You make it an uninvitation card throws me as an exception

You make that uninvited card for a social exclusion

Me gracefully accepted the uninvited card 

Because it throws me as an exclusive one,

I graciously accepted the uninvited card, 

Because it does teach me practically not to do the same for others.