I'm Tired

I say "I'm Okay"

Even though deep down

All I want is an embrace 

And someone to say"I know you're not Okay"

The one hurting me 

The most is me.

I know that, yet

I just can't refrain from scarring myself.

"I tried" I say

But I know 

That I only took

 the easiest way

I try to help others

But never me

I wipe 'their' tears

But never wipe mine.

All I wanna do now is stop

Stop thinking and thinking

And leave this excruciating place

I call my mind.

I'm just a small being

In midst of a fake reality

Waiting and only waiting

Just to find Clarity

I'm tired and worn out

Of this wretched world.

Death is my only escape 

From this trap- you call a world.