Gray

You always fancied me to grow up

Like we always talked about

We would get into a fight

With screams and shouts turned war zoned riot

And forget what was it all about

I always tried to be the one

You would wish to talk about

But you used me as a weapon

Against what I was all about

I never thought I would cry

Or let you down

I always wished to be someone

Whose worthy of wearing the crown.

But when sunshine didn't reach the outskirts of my town

You forgot me as I never made you proud

I couldn't seem to see you around.

That's when I found

That people change and forget

And you gotta leave

Before you get left

You are meant to disappear

When your needs are met

If you don't, you are scarificed

At the hands of fate

You broke me to pieces

I forgot who I am

I was sinking drowning dying

Floating now cause I watched how the waves swam

The crumbled up pieces of paper

Calling out your name

You won't hear my tears

Falling for your dark twisted game

I still remember

How all at once I believed every word you said

How I blindly trusted every lie you made

Time can heal but this won't

If u are on your way, then dont

My thoughts echoed your name

Whenever once they heard u in pain

But you found my imagination to be lame

Guess u were only there to bring me shame

Guess I won't be fine anymore

I won't wait to stand by the door

You won't be the one I care for

But this anxiety is bringing me to the shore

I have lost my way

Wishing you would stay

Cobblestones far away

With shades of goodbye black and gray.