Smoking Beauty
Smoking Beauty


I puffed my wonderful life away
hugging on to a false dream always
that the slender smoking beauty
was the only source of happiness.
I pray for the pain to end now
Kill me!! I screamed out loud
And sought for help from above
to put an end to the suffering bestowed.
I leave nothing but a pile of debt
for my beautiful wife and kids
How selfish was I to break the trust
Now I regret for the wasted years.
When I am lying down still
my consciousness plays hide and seek
I stare at the picture on my window sill
with hopes of getting back to feet so bleak.