I Still Do

My heart's not supposed to love him

I'm not supposed to care

My eyes aren't supposed to always look for him

Whenever he's not there 

My heart's not supposed to beat so fast when he's near or whenever he crosses my mind

I'm not supposed to look back on the feelings I keep on trying to leave behind

I'm not supposed to question if I should ever take a chance

I'm not supposed to hurt myself with hoping too much on one-sided romance

I'm not supposed to ask myself if he's okay

Where he is or what he is up to

I'm not supposed to keep loving him

But even when I'm given all the reasons not to

I could just not let go of all the reasons why I still do.