Lies

I thought I will forget that you exist

And whatever you did

In case I dont wanna lose my mind

But I find myself hanging to your lies

Just like the old times

It's too late to regret it

Since you even said it

That you played me from the start

Then why do you make comments?

Tell your lonely drunk friends

I am the reason for us falling apart

You are So quick to judge

Cant love, just hold a grudge

Mean pathetic and tainted heart

Dont even apologize for your mistakes 

Then start blaming others for your dark twisted games

So good at calling me names

If I am a loser, why is your skin still burning in flames 

Leading others to your tunes

Your anger is maroon

Living life like you were born dead

Or something hurt you instead

Maybe you were born with a rusted spoon

Cant, you realize?

You break your own ties

You are tangled up in your lies

Stop ignoring others to derail

We aren't perfect fantasy to your poisonous fairytale

Got your laws of frivolity forgiven

When you were pleading

But each time those lies I believed in

They just Had me bleeding 

Maybe you Never thought I would walk away

But you never cared when I stayed 

So dont come at me for not saying goodbye

Cause my heart won't best even if you try

You carved a wall I couldn't jump over

Autumns got my heart waved in October

Crafted a door in between us

You took my faith from trust

Caged me a window I couldn't escape 

Every lil piece of me in blue shape

I could believe every apology you didn't say 

But everything changed

When I saw your lies washing me away