Down The Rabbit Hole

Who in the world am I?

This is such a puzzle to try.

My mind clouded racing in song,

Where do I belong?

Down the rabbit hole so deep,

Ah! No, I cannot sleep.

I fill an ocean with tears of blood,

It is causing my heart to flood.

Do you see the butterfly too?

I am invisible all the way through.

Is this a dream or am I dead?

Hiding from my demons under my bed.

I am an enigma the doctor said,

Work me out, see the real me instead,

Of looking through the looking glass,

The sand timer is running so fast.

Why am I locked in your cage?

I am merely notes on your page.

Are you missing what I see?

If so you’re missing what must be.

Under the rose bush so red,

I realise that I should be in bed.

But you cannot change my mind,

The inner me you will never find.

I am swimming away as I drowned,

With angels singing, the only sound.

Snowflakes rise up from the floor,

I cannot find the key to the door.

I am going to sleep now my friend,

To wake up from a dream to send.

Me back to the other side of the mirror,

Where the doctor said things will be clearer.

I will forever want to live in wonderland,

Not to have ‘normality’ as a demand.

As what is sanity or normality?

Ah! Non-existent, therefore no abnormality.