Truth of Devil's Game

After Diwali, Nisha/Pratibha muttered, "Jaa rahi ho so ne ke liye," startling Seema as she was heading for home. remarked "haan n left" upon hearing that. When she got home, she called her father, "Dad, I need a divorce."

Why did she just say that? I don't know. I never considered that I would have to sleep with someone after returning home. She admitted to me that inter-caste marriage is not permitted in her family, so perhaps that was her plan. I wanted to tell this to her,  "Okay, you can sleep with the blessing of the entire family Nisha/Pratibha" Hahahahahahha 

And because my Bhabhi is Marathi, Nisha/Pratibha wanted me to marry the Guy.. And my cousin's wife is from Bihar. Fair enough. That was too sweet of Nisha/Pratibha to do as I had the same hopes for her to get into the depth and make sure she gets married to the one behind everything. However, because I cannot have the same lifestyles, I am the one who is envious of her and her sadgi as well as of my marathi bhabhi. According to my own father, brother, In-laws, and husband, and my husband said, "If everyone is saying this, it indicates you're jealous of Nisha." I responded, "What about Nupur then?" He said nothing. In any case, does she actually have a point? Leave off the inter-caste marriage bit, please. If extramarital affairs are becoming more common, Why is it that only men are free to remain in marriage and eat biryani outside? (Smile Half)

She once informed me that someone had been attempting to approach her, ever since riya was born. I was like, "Okay, now that you're telling me.. the whole family knew except for me.. great.. since I worked for Guptaz.. my name is automatically linked with one of them and that I've had xxx with Guptaz.. I don't get this.. I really don't.. just because someone worked for someone.. that means that person slept with.." Please, if anyone can, get the proof that I slept with Guptaz. Perhaps the devil himself or the general populace does the same thing. Anyway, the only thing I ever wanted for Nisha/Pratibha was a wedding. I was made fun of since nobody could understand it. Family members didn't understand me. In reality, my sister in law's helper said that she is attempting to get Nisha/Pratibha married.She is acting quite incorrectly, isn't she? I was shocked to see all this because the sister-in-law remained silent and the helper gave me a smile. She had me, and they were all trying to make her sleep, which I felt she didn't deserve.she should have been married, after all.

My husband then told my father, "Jainz hai..wahan nisha hai and jainz are really stooping low with her.. aisa hi raha then I shall have no choice but to leave her." He wanted to leave me on the grounds of mentally unhealthy, and he actually said to me, "Take everything you want." The kids will stay with me. Yes, that's right. You want children now that you know that I want both of them, he said. I said, "You take one kid, and I'll take one kid," and he didn't agree. Take a mutual divorce, please all i said.

To this day, if I say something inappropriate, the response is always, "You're not taking your medicine. Bahot bol rahi ho." I then questioned him, "What are your plans to leave me? Jains are neighbours of Nisha/ Pratibha in Lucknow." He said, "Not all Jains are the same.." I replied, "You never know.. and ab me nahi reh sakti." Your so-called sanskari bahu could have ensured that in-laws saath rahe hai sometimes kids stay with their grandparents and other times she stays with the kids, but she didn't. She is living there all by herself with the blessing of your parents and your brother. She is the family member who has the most common sense. She is beautiful, and I am envious of her. I am the one that is constantly pursuing her. I asked her to take the child because I felt insecure at the time, but now that I know everyone wants to sleep with her, I don't want her to take the child. At the end of the day, its all my fault. 

I've never understood the devil's logic, but it goes something like this: If I get divorced, Chaaya will marry my husband. My spouse then has no choice but to sleep with Prerna Jain or Rashi Jain, and most particularly Rashi Jain. He truly doesn't have any other choice.

No, he can't wed Rashi. He can, but Rashi won't wed him because she is into Jainz all kind of businesses and my husband and his family can't afford her. Hahahahhaha

This makes me ponder whether the devil is my friend or foe.