In Medias-res

Only if I could say,

And you would have understood,

Only if I could have properly explained,

You might have fully comprehended,

Only if Words carried that importance,

That my eyes very clearly convey.

Only if you were less smarter than me,

That you might have understood not,

But you were far experienced 

And carried emotions hard!

Thus,

Only if I had less expressed,

Only if I had hidden a few of my 

Emotions and feelings,

Only if I had not revealed everything to him.

I might be spared then..

But not now..

For,

Already I have travelled far,

From where

There is no going back,

In medias-res,

I will be forever revolving!