Mysteries of the World

While I was sitting on the balcony getting sunshine for improving my health. I kept thinking about my past months and days have gone. How have I improved it for better? Where I have wasted my time. It is feeling like something is just stop I am not going forward. I kept stalking people’s LinkedIn account to see what good they are doing in their life and thought to do the same. This reminds me that we doubt so much about our abilities. When I feel that they have got something bigger ( highest degree and good fame) I feel inferior and feel I have nothing in my hand after day and night hard work.

 I am getting a tarot card reading on youtube for how my personality is? What will I achieve next year next month or after five years? How my married life will be? When will get my soulmate and how he will be his personality? Will he be caring and polite towards me? Will he respect me? Who is he? Is he anyone of my friends and crushes just like seen in the movie? Where you will meet your soulmate already but unable to see him? Or is he will just come suddenly into your life? 

How my married life will be? Will I be able to take care of both the things family and career? Will I be able to make a close emotional connection with him? What if I am not able to make this type of connection. One of my friends told me I am a demisexual person. This keeps going in my mind continuously. I don’t know how many times I have watched tarot card videos to know myself and what is written in my destiny. A Tarot card is a group of 78 cards that shows images of different events of the person’s life. If someone asks the tarot reader to do reading for them about a particular topic they will choose cards for you, will do the interpretation on the basis of card images showing.

I know nobody can know your destiny and only God knows this. No astrologers can do accurate and absolute predictions for any person. And if this happens even the truest and knowledgeable astrologer cannot become a God. 

But we humans just don’t want to understand this. We feel worried so much about ourselves that we just can’t tolerate losing any of the things that we have achieved and that we want to achieve.