Struggles but Opportunity too

It was about to start PG Diploma course. Two months went well after starting the course. But suddenly when our regular classes had to join after finishing 6 months online program COVID pandemic started. Lockdown started for a month. I hoped if the problem cooled down our offline classes will start again. I will go to classes and give presentations and three months internship in the school will be wonderful experience. But it all turned upside down. Our offline regular classes didn't start. We did online classes daily for 3-4 hours. My guitar classes was also online that I didn't get interest. My health started suffering. 

I started taking all this as a positive ideas. It get always difficult for me to speak in front of other people but at home I was speaking and expressing a lot in the online classes in front of camera. I was able to get many ideas while sitting alone in my room and no distractions at all. I made many notes and write down many ideas on it. With this I started making mehendi designs in my free time because I had to give only 4-5 hours a day. During class time whenever I feel distracted I start writing my thoughts in a diary. It helps me to concentrate more on class because my mind gets clam while listening. I can say I was doing multitasking. I was doing well in our counseling taking sessions. Because there was only one to one face sessions and no one is looking at me for me. That six months during course went in all about self exploration. I found myself that I work better when given me the alone time. I can say it was a good experience in online classes too.