Self- analysis

It is not always what we want we will get. I think this is called patience or you will get it at the right time and at the right place. Writing on a piece of paper that whatever comes to my mind just helps me relax and empty my mind. It gives me clarity on things that make me confuse. 

I am feeling bored these days. Sometimes, I feel let things go as it is going sometimes think I should make some changes. I didn't do any work today in school. Just did frisking of coming of school students who were coming for their exam and just sitting in the sun and eating during whole school hours. 

I sometimes think is it right to write these things on this public platform. I mean I don't want to hurt anyone or myself too. 

For some long months, I have been feeling social anxiety. I am unable to speak properly on a public platform. I just needed space. And help me to speak openly. 

That's all for today. 

Journal writing