My friend diary

My Friend diary,

I want to tell you something today. I am writing a diary on daily basis for about the last three years. I started writing a diary when I went to my supervisor to get counseling and she advised me to write whatever comes into my mind so that it will not come again. 

I wrote whatever came to my mind. But it felt like I am writing in a very formal way. I didn't feel any enjoyment in it and not much use of it. I came home after finishing my master's studies. I was going through many mood swings and so many mixed thoughts. But I had no one to share. I started writing again and feel as if that person with whom I want to share things if he is in front of me what I will tell. So I started writing in that way. 

I kept doing this way. I write dreams and the meaning I get from them. I try to analyze it with the dream and with my waking life. I wrote all these things. I write about my movie experiences, my emotional difficulties, and my future dreams. You help me to express my emotions and give me clarity about my thoughts. 

It gives me immense pleasure that if there is anyone with whom I can share all the secrets so it's you and you will be. 

I want to thank you that you listen to me without being judged, without being biased.