Difficult?

Trust me, it can never be understood whether maintaining a relationship is more difficult or understanding a person’s mind is! You wake up one day for a person’s presence and the next day it seems like a dream, so what is difficult - to wake up without the person or understanding the reason behind the absence? Really, sometimes I wonder why do we get so absorbed into someone and then find out that it was just a phase. Well, it doesn’t end there, you open your eyes again and fall into the same phase just like the crescents of the moon. Why do we make every moment so difficult to live in? Why are we making everything so unbearable? It’s difficult to realise whether we go wrong somewhere or the external parameters are so harsh? 

Argh! Very difficult to console the heart to make sense of every excuse that falls on ur plate like the side dish. Then the side dish becomes so bitter that even the main course of life feels waste of time. Just imagine how wonderful that day would when your every mind is transparent and speaks their heart out so that, it becomes easy for you to make a decision. But no! As you are aware when it comes to glass ppl chose the translucent one just to make sure that world is kept away from reality. Even the sun rays comes filtered in the house these days. Damn, only if I could make things a little better I would have made the best out of everything. 

Anyway, it’s not like I put a question whether it’s difficult or easy and I would get an answer. It would just put me again into a loop of an infinite escape route to avoid it instead. Yes, it is difficult to find even an answer. Very difficult!