937 Days Later

What is 937 days later? That's the number of days between April 9, 2019 and November 1, 2021.

I often find myself wondering what our lives would've become if you were still here. As much as I don't like to think about it, I know our marriage was in jeopardy of ending permanently for the first time in 16 years. I also know that I'd have been emotionally crushed (like the coyote is when the roadrunner nudges him into yet another trap), but I would've let you go if it meant that you would have finally had children of your own. I would have moved the Heavens and the Earth in order to allow you that privilege (even if I wouldn't have been your baby's momma). I would have cried and cried and cried to have to let you go, but I would've done it if you were no longer happy with us. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy. You are (and always will be) my soulmate, and it totally sucks down here without you. At least I know one thing now for sure, you are no longer suffering.

Remember: we're tethered together forever, I'll be there with you when it's my time, and I will always love you.