Shaking My Nerve
Shaking My Nerve
I always tremble like a leaf
When I think someone has to leave,
I don't know how would I behave,
I've to know anew how to live.
You'll hear my whistle in the dark
When somebody has to depart,
Certainly, it will break my heart,
I don't know how much will it hurt.
For my heart will be missing a beat
With the mere thought of someone's death,
I would break out in a cold sweat,
Don't really want to think of it.
It will be my greatest nightmare,
A story I don't want to hear,
As I'm not yet ready to bear
The deepest ocean of my tear.
So I am working on this,
To refuse those heebie-jeebies,
And those goosebumps will be erased
To receive the plaque of braveness.
Hence, gradually I have to gain,
Some courage to boost my within,
To stop jumping out of my skin,
When the tale of leaving flirts again.