This is the first day of my messed life
Waving back at the friends and said wish I could've got some more time
Let it be, it has happened to me
Now can you get some more wine.
I thought it was a journey beautiful
But it was a perfect lie
I guess I've stepped on a cross
And I can't raise my voice.
This is the second day of my crap life
Summoning your name for help
Unaware of that you can't fly
Syringes on the arms are bleeding
I don't care I just wanna yell and cry.
I thought that it would be real
I hoped for something wow
I got defrauded by mirror
Counted on an echoed vow.
Here comes the third of my bad life
Growling in the neck and it doesn't seem anything but the fight
I beg for more space 'cuz I don't want to burn in that fire
Get me out of this system or I'll destroy this whole into slice.
I messed with everyone and everyone was too into that
I missed those one more time to integrate my back
Now its the last day of my first life
It's party time after all this, I've just got a chance to die
Leaving behind all the love and care I just wanna say goodbye
I never had faith in you and now you've got to do the same
Back at the end of every piece I've left a note inside.
Understand, it can't define the person I've been in my life
Heavy head and empty pockets roaming on the streets till I lied
Soaking through the blackness I'm heading towards my alibi
Saddened by the colors freeze before they were about to fly.