Diary 31 October 2019
Diary 31 October 20192 mins 326 2 mins 326
This week’s been awesome, more awesome,
Diwali HOLIDAYS, flight to Hyderabad
And it was a happy home.
The family is calm, cheering (Not fighting).
Amongst our hormones; harmonies.
Since I'm 27 and unmarried single
'TUMBLR ' AND WHISPER
Are excessively enforcing my adrenaline
Taking pics of my genitals
Getting female undressed pics
Especially the 'desi' (Indian)
And on 29th, found a chat where
"An Indian has asked requested his wife to sleep with
His boss for his job sake"
I've asked the same question and two others
Both men have shown their wife pics
They were good and decent.
I loved them both especially the one to the core.
Among three was a woman
Who did not show her face?
But is chatting erotically, showing nipples
And I'm showing my chest and genitals.
I'm in love with these conversations.
These are things make me happy.
Since I've never been to any girl
Nor had a gf or seen anyone...
Never was intimate... sad and... gloomy...
In this Regards...
Whatsoever, I'll plan to brothels
Or find an old lady
Soon, because I'm serious, seriously looking
For physical relationships.
Not earning much to demand a girl
Ask my dad for marriage...
Till 27, I've holder enough
Being decent may lead to death...
Now, I should be ugly
Showing myself to everyone...
The only way out... asking out everyone...
I'll do it... given advertisements for escorts
Printed 'spoken English trainer ' cards
Applying in other countries
To get opportunities
To be more open with Regards to sex
Is all I want now.
This is what I am; a pervert
Sneaking into.... never
But from now I'll do...
Whisper and all other strange chats...
Making calls to whomsoever...
What all will lead to getting laid
Which is my intention and resolution for 2019?