Not Myself Anymore

I have no control over my feelings tonight,

They are flowing like falling rain,

I have so much to say,

I am living in agony and pain.

I have no control over my constant pain of missing you,

You cannot wonder how I am living without you.

No word I find accurate enough to depict how I feel,

There is no cure for my pain,

There is nothing which can be healed.

I cannot be away from you,

Without you, there is no glee,

There are tears behind my smile,

I am not that person anymore whom I used to be.