How To Be Brave?

How to be brave?

How can I love when I am afraid?

I want to tell you, all but I fail,

Still standing miles apart I hope that someday we will walk together in the rain. 

After running through the pages of memories like insane,

I sat by the window watching the roses in the rain.

The prickles are like the wall between us which acts like bane,

And the rose is like the inner beauty of yours which speeds up the flow of blood in my veins.

I die every day waiting for you,

I wish to stop the wheels of time when I’m with you.

I want you to know all I feel for you,

But I fail and still, I love to fall for you. 

My heart breaks into pieces,

I found some but some are yet to be met.

I guess they are lying on your desk or perhaps between your garden’s bushes,

Let’s find them and be my thread, I want some stitches. 

Falling for you is like falling in the black hole,

They blame my feelings for me becoming like a dead soul.

At times somehow I press delete to the dreams about you I have seen,

But again I manage to get them back from the recycle bin. 

But I am not going to force you ever to be mine,

When we pluck the flower it loses its bright shine.

I will always wait for you to also feel alike,

Till then I will die waiting for you unless I actually die.

Talking to you makes me so happy,

Always to me, you have been so kind,

You are the only person always on my mind,

I want to tell you, all but again remember I can’t pluck the flower to be mine. 

I know I am not even an option for you,

Still in a prime position of my heart lies you.

All these things which kill me make me feel alive,

As I remember (“Only know you love her when you let her go”) the Passenger’s line.