Paradox

It’s a paradox you see, you were the best that ever happened to me,

Yet the worst how utterly confusing that may be?”

Feelings got all wrong still i wanted that confusion to be with me.

Those lies were pretty realistic to me because you were the best at them.

Were you really the best?

May be yes best at making things pretty naturalistic.

Or may be you were the worst.

“Worst” i never thought you would be, after all i didn’t know that those lies will turn unrealistic soon.

Still, you were the best

Best when i was broken and you stayed with me

But worst when i was fully broken and you left me

Still, you were the best

Best when you were bringing out the most of the everything in me

But worst when you were only bringing out the worst in me

Still, you were the best

Best when you cared every minute for me

Worst when you didn’t care for a second

Still, you were the best

Best when everyone laughed at me and you didn’t

Worst when you laughed at me too

Still, you were the best

Best when i was your first priority

But worst when you didn’t find me capable to be on your priority list.

Still, you were the best

Best when you appreciated every bit of me and loved me with all my flaws

But worst when you depreciated me and wanted me to be flawless

Still, you were the best

Best when i was in your prayers

But worst when those prayers weren’t for me

Still, you were the best

Best when you used to hug me instead of byes

But worst when I didn’t get a chance to be part of that

Still the question remained the same

The feeling remained the same

The confusion remained the same because after all it was only a paradox you see