UNSENT MESSAGES

I picked my phone several times and open emails. I was going to write a message to you, but I couldn’t find the words to write or not being able to send something so simple also. I tried those 3 words I typed I miss you... Then I realized that I should listen to my head, not my heart, it has gotten me into trouble for long times. It is a message that will remain in the draft, forever pending in the cyber world.

I didn’t want to disturb you. I know how to feel good in such situations the process works for me. I switch off the phone, shut down the computer pushed my thoughts for “Tomorrow”, I say to myself. Silence is better.

I came outside to breathe some fresh air, I look at the sky, the stars, the moon between the clouds. By seen this my thoughts turned, and I wonder by chance for just a moment, wherever you are if you might be doing the same thing. I wrap my arms around me against the chill of the night air. A smile passes through my lips and I exhale and a tear slips down my cheek. Now I feel relax.

A beautiful heart, don’t you know that you have captured mine?