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Shazia Shamshad

Abstract Tragedy Inspirational

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Shazia Shamshad

Abstract Tragedy Inspirational

LOST IN MY OWN CONSCIOUSNESS!

LOST IN MY OWN CONSCIOUSNESS!

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....And here I am once-again lost in my own consciousness. It was not long ago that I have felt a buzz of energy within me...it was just a day before when the rising sun gave me hope and the day-light brightness instilled in me the enthusiasm to move on and never look back! everything in my surrounding was driving me to live and a clear image of future was drawn on the canvas of my mind.However, with the approaching evening something started to crept in and suddenly my world of happiness and hope started to lose its charm and it started to diminish...but, I kept pushing myself to be not engulfed again in the darkness....the darkness within my consciousness that was screaming to snatch away my sunny daylight zeal!...the zeal to live and move forward and to not look

back.

but, alas! I fought and fought within the darkness of the night, I invested my entire learned and unlearned energy and to get myself from the overarching hollowness and neutrality...i fought to feel something within me...something that would blink and enlighten my hope...BUT...I lost the battle! and here I am once again lost in my own consciousness. the bright morning today no more excites me...the last night battle has drained my energy to look beyond the vacuum and mental fog of my mind...my spirit is once again tormented and i breathe and breathe to not live but just to survive!

I just hope one day I would again start to live and not just survive! because here I AM, once again lost in my own consciousness!!!!


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