Life Lessons

Life itself is a lesson. Learning through failed relationships and challenges in establishing a healthy one. 

The big metallic wall of defence seemed unbreakable until it was just revealed honestly and truthfully by someone who had won my trust. Though I did not like it at first and even got sad after that conversation. Could not sleep and just had to sit up and cry for some good time.

 In the morning though I had a strange and peaceful acceptance of the place where I often went wrong in my way of conversations. I could instantly feel the hurt it caused and somehow made a decision to try not hurt by words however justified it may seem. 

Suddenly I remembered my best and most peaceful way to deal with stuff that did not go well with me in my childhood days. Every night before sleeping I would just think of that incident or words that hurt me and shed few tears. The morning I would wake up fresh and active. 

So, after years of confrontations and conveying clearly where they went wrong and hurt me, I realised that my childhood way of dealing with such stuff was on point perfect. 

The biggest life lesson so far. It's most important to understand yourself and protect your heart than to expect that from others.