Let Love Go

Dear Raihan, 

You know now I understood... I was never the "protagonist" in the story of your life. Despite of loving you so much and despite of being aware of my feelings towards you, you still couldn't love me. You always loved and wanted that one girl of your college who was never sure about you and friend zoned you. I know we can't always force people to choose us. It was your choice. And even though it hurt me, there came a point when I had to let you go because I understood there's no point in holding onto you, because you will never be mine. And maybe you always wanted this. So, as I let you go, you didn't even bother to ask me once how I felt. You deleted my number and forgot about me. The person who waited almost three years to get loved by you... You could forget her within a day... And it didn't even hurt you to delete her number. Because, I was never there in your heart, your heart always wished to be with that girl. And you went to her.

 Although letting you go was very painful for me, but still I had to let you go for your happiness. But now, after one long year of letting you go... I realize you weren't happy with that girl either. She once again betrayed you... just as she had done previously with you before you met me. And this time, her betrayal hurt you so much.. that you changed. You became someone no one thought you could ever be. You became one of the worst versions of yourself. And seeing you in such a condition, I really feel bad. But I can't do anything, I can't go back and rescue you.. because once I go to you, maybe I will again fall for you and you will again break my heart. And after getting my heart broken once so badly, I don't have the strength of getting it broken again. But, I really feel bad the way you got changed because of that girl and how much she has hurt you, that you had become this devilish which you were never before. 

The only thing I feel surprised is, you always loved her, cared for her... You never saw me in the way you saw her. But the person you loved so much, betrayed you and broke you into pieces. I just wish, only if you had the proper wisdom to understand who was right and wrong at the proper time. If you would have the proper wisdom, you wouldn't have been confused about me and her. You would have understood that I would have never done such things with you ...the things that she did to you. Had you been wise enough, you would have understood the difference between both of us, and you would have chosen the person who loved you than choosing the person whom you love. Although it's your choice on who you choose. I really feel sad seeing you broken this way. But, I can't say you anything... neither will I be able to rescue you... because once I go near you.. maybe again I will fall for you. But, my prayers will always be there for you, so that you are able to rescue yourself from this betrayal and be happy and healthy again. And maybe one day you will realize that I was the one who actually loved you and had pure intentions for you, but you overlooked me, in the process of chasing someone who only betrayed you. But till that time, I am letting you go... with my prayers being always by your side. 

Yours lovingly, 

The love you overlooked.