In Search Of Light

As I close my eyes I see myself up in the sky... above the clouds.. of course I could not see anything...darkness is spreading everywhere... however I could feel the clouds as I was passing by them.. floating between them.. then going higher..as I go more high my skin could sense cold chilly winds which was so cold that it was making me shiver..as they were resisting me to fly above the sky...

I surpass them in a hope of finding something... something I was not getting..so I moved forward...my eyes could only see darkness and that made my pupil grow wider... the winds were leading to clatter my teeth..I could feel my lips getting dry...I stopped...I looked in every direction so I could know how far I have come.. but all I could see was darkness spreading everywhere...I decided to go further...fly above...as I was moving forward my hands started becoming numb...my eyes were filled with water... the cold wind was surpassing  my ear...and that was not just making me numb but they were making me deaf as well...

I could not hear anything just the high speed of cold wind.. I wanted to shout so that somebody could hear me..as I collected my energy and screamed, my voice got mixed in the wind and vanished in the darkness... and I know nobody could hear me... nobody could see me...my throat started choking..

I wanted to gulp what I was experiencing but my mouth became dry...my breathing was becoming harsher as I was moving forward..just like something was stopping me, pulling me back...I forced myself to fly and fly...now my eyes were closing I was trying hard not to close because I knew if I close my eyes I will fall so I had to fly and search..as I was closing my eyes...I opened my eyes spontaneously just like it has seen something...I saw a light particle from far away but it was a blur just like there was smoke making it blur...

I went forward to see it clearly and now I could see it properly one light particle multiplied into many more and they were making a line...I squeezed my eyes just to make sure it was real...I was gazing at it...and that made me realise that 

 " It's the darkness that makes it(light) beautiful..." And that made me smile:)