Following the words of God

Sometimes, it feels everywhere our roads are blocked. There is no left and right, up and down. You feel that something is just stuck and nothing moving. You feel trapped. You try to understand what is all this happening and what is the meaning of all these? What is the conclusion that I am facing right now. It is not being bored that is the same happening every day, it is the blockage like something is dead. Today, to make myself feel good, I saw a movie.

The name of the movie is “Where is my Home”. In this movie, a little 7-year-old girl name- Wenya was suffering so much in her life. Her parents were divorced. As they both used to live in different houses, they both used to send her each other’s house. Her stepmother and stepfather didn’t like her. Wenya usually uses to cry in the room alone when she sees their parents are fighting because their stepmother and mother don’t want her to stay with them. Her real parents loved her so much but were helpless that they are not able to take care of her in a healthy way. When she grew up she still had problems in her life and felt alone that there is no home for her. One day, both her father and mother were hospitalized. Her father had liver cancer and her mother had a brain hemorrhage. It was difficult for her to take care of both of them with her studies. One day, she found her father dead in hospital. It was a very painful day for her and she cried all day. Her mother was also unwell. It was difficult for her to take care of her mother too. 

One day, Wenya’s two school teachers came to her house and told her about God. Told about the story of the Gospel. That the world was created by God but the Satan made people corrupted and leave people to suffer. If we believe in God one can ease with their Grief. They came to know the root of pain from the Almighty God. Wenya started reading Bible, about Gospel. She was very happy and especially when she saw her mother’s smile on her face. Her recovery went on day by day. After that, both of them spent their days smiling. They started following God’s word. Wenya started to narrate about the Bible and God to people. People really enjoyed her teaching. Wenya also Got a home where so many people were spending together and learning with each other, playing guitar. All of them were very happy. And she kept faith in God.

I felt a little emotional while watching this movie. As I was sad all for last three days suddenly this movie changed my mood. I felt if this small girl with so much loss can have hope then Why I can’t. I stopped believing in God because I have seen so much misery similar to Wenya in my life too. I was also so angry with God that why did you do this with me? I did nothing wrong with you? I used to blame him for that is happening in my life. But I feel now If Wenya can stand up for herself after so much sorrow then why can’t I. Now I feel, If I have faith in God then I can have it in myself and in my life too.