Do You Know The Joy Of Loving?

What are you doing here? Why are you with me? I know you will not like this but I can't stop myself from saying this, that I find you vulnerable....and then creeps the dead silence followed by tears..and putting on shades to shade the vulnerability...smiles to cover up the whole thought.

Yes! That’s how someone thinks. Isn't it obvious? That they are together all the way down there just for some good time because their mind and soul felt connected to each other. That's how he sees it, expecting a girl to be very cultural, traditional stuff which of course she is but not as per the guidelines fixed by somebody else.

Suddenly a voice pierces her eardrum... Tell me what are you doing here? Why are you with me?I really want to know!

She took a moment and asked, “What is bothering you?" He said nothing! I am just worried about your family and future. The silence prevailed.

'What makes you say that?" She uttered and continued breathlessly... "It is you who said, that you are human... it is you who missed the absence of a friend in your life...it is you who yearn for certain kind of warmth...for one...may be some kind of intimacy not physical but more than that,all this has been said by you and I am here not because of infatuation it is only because I am aware of my feelings of affection towards you without any rationale thinking and logical reasoning, with you I felt secure and you made me so comfortable that I felt I can confide in you...Life is too short for regrets and I just don't want to regret in my life to lose you simply because of some beliefs which says, If a girl says yes to certain things and talks about consensual sex or fornication she becomes characterless! and

That’s how you see it! And that's what it is confusing me, unless were you testing me? Was I supposed to say no for it? This is how you are going to ridicule me for respecting your feelings?"

She closes her eyes calmly as if high tide is over but cannot stop herself from drowning in the memories of the day when it started... Why are you calling me there?

I really can't allow you to do that! Stop it!! I said, "NO... NO."

Are you serious? He murmured

Very much, she declares

This is my way of expressing love,

Are you refusing to a person who really loves you...admires you and wants to get little close! This is how you confide in me!

I really wanted to love you in the most platonic way,and with this all the logics and reasoning failed.

Suddenly she felt tears rolling down her cheeks and started walking with a smile promising her that she will not allow anybody to ridicule her feelings...Nobody...Never...Ever.

It's not always good to recall what is shared between you and me!!