A Letter After Marriage

"As if every thing was going away from me,

as if i was going for an unknown journey"

How could he forget our anniversary after 10 years of marriage! I was awakened by the pressure cooker's long lost whistle. I took my coffee, and went into the room. I sipped over and I, gazed over the twinkling eyes of his.He was still absurdly lost in his whole world of work. My husband had no idea it was our wedding anniversary.Things had changed since our marriage; the once cute couple couldn't live without each other, had turned bitter.The thing that bothered me the most was, how unaffectionate he had become!

We were blessed with baby boy .Babies mean more work,more stress and less time .The most important relationship became most fragile. We had been living like strangers for long under one roof, with two adorable kids. That companionship, that connection lost, somewhere.

Now, in sense of isolation I was missing him. My boyfriend! I wanted him back in my life.Before getting married I was in a relationship .A cute love story .He was 26.I was 24.He was living Delhi and I was in Lucknow.Love bloomed and blossomed .To cut the long short, we used to write emails.It was he, who introduced me to www.He created an email of mine.

You can't get the person out of your thought process whom you loved .No matter, how hard you try you just cannot get them out of your system.There was a silent ache in my heart, which was unbearable.I started missing him.

.I decided to write him once again. As my husband completed his work and went office. I took my phone and i started writing him.

Dear,

I am writing to you because, I suddenly felt this strange nostalgia of the way it used to be.I don't know, how many whirlpool of responsibilities have entangled in my feet ,the earth appears more beautiful to me than the moon, when I behold you in my dreams.You know I am dying like a pale and dried leaf, I would fall someday.Now, my rainbow doesn't have seven colour rather only gray, blue and black. I always remember those wonderful days.I have been looking for you again, and still I can't find you . My husband is not as loving as you were. It is unfair to compare you and my husband, but, what could I do. Life with you was exciting.I had felt loved and cared with you.I wrote, because I can't stop thinking about you .I am waiting for you and only for you with open arms and open heart because, I love you. I can't forget you. Please come back!Please!!

Yours Neha.

After sending it, I imagined him reading my mail or smiling or getting emotional.Suddenly! message popped up his reply... I Love you too .I am coming ... I saw the wall clock showing half past seven.I was playing with my baby suddenly, door bell rang .My heartbeat quickened, as I saw him standing at the door. He entered with huge smile,bunch of flower and gift.He wrapped me in his arms .Father of my kids turned husband and husband turned my boy friend .I found my love back that I was missing ,that was lost somewhere after my marriage and pregnancy. My words worked.Yes! I got married to same guy who was my boy friend.He graduated to become My husband.